Its been awhile

I haven't updated in awhile, but I have been working. I just am not very good at putting work on the internet. I plan to do some more work, and to try and start updating daily to give my life more meaning. I have a lot of things in my head that I want to do, I just lately have such a hard time uniting the things in my head to the reality of my life that I end up paralyzed unable to create. Also sometimes I feel stupid creating because I am surrounded constantly by people who seem so much more into what their doing and to me art has always been something that I do because I have to not because I have an undying passion for it. I think that I haven't been making as much stuff lately because of that reason and I think it is allowing me to spiral into misery. So tomorrow when I get home from work, I am going to shower and then start to MAKE THINGS!

expect an update.

goodnight internet.